just had to do a last-minute post XP

had nothing to do for the past few hours and it kept me thinking on a few things...

i realize that i can think too much so i decided to listen to some music...
and one song instantly pops into my mind XP
and i wanna share it with you guys!!

and it is.....



Jewel by Ayumi Hamasaki

English translation

Under the grey and square sky
Is filled with all kinds of desires today
But I don't lose sight of the light among them
And can walk, looking forward
Because you always show me
That there remains a purity even in a corner of this city

Breathing calmly, I looked at you
Who had fallen asleep, so exhausted
The sweet, unprotected profile
That no one in the world but me knows

One day when the sunlight poured and the wind blew gently
As if it were nothing special
I felt alone that something was changing in me
Slowly, firmly and surely

Though I wasn't sad at all, tears fell down
Because your feelings sank painfully into
The scar in the depth of my heart
And changed it into tenderness

If you come across deep sorrow
I wish you will share it with me
I'll be able to do anything for the smile
My precious treasure
My precious treasure

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This song has always accompanied me thru the bad, the happy and the sad moments in my life :)

it's very calming when you don't have anyone by ur side to calm you down,
it's very soothing when you feel like you just wanna let go,
it's very warm when you feel distant and lonely,
it's a good substitute for company when you just feel like being alone,
and it can cheer you up when you're down XP

i fell in love with this song from the very first time i heard it :)

it makes me realize that life is hard, and that's completely ok.
give yourself time to improve and reflect back on your mistakes,
dun be ashamed or hate em', instead learn from them,
and grow.

that is what life is all about, giving yourself room to grow and to allow and forgive yourself to make mistakes, cause that is how you learn and be a better person :)

it's ok if you dun get it the first time,
that only means that you misunderstood the real lesson behind it,
and thats why you should never give up trying.

no one ever said that you have to be perfect to be a good person.
no one is perfect.

that's why take life as it comes, be ready for the challenges ahead,
you know it's going to be a bumpy road, so brace yourself,
use what you've learn from your mistakes before and prevent yourself from repeating it.
but if you do, dun be discourage or give up, cause maybe there is another lesson behind it,
waiting for you to learn from it.

it's ok not to get what you want,
the world does not evolves around you,
you may be nothing to the world,
but please bear in mind that you might be the world for someone who cares deeply for you,

so be grateful, look around,
be grateful that you have people around you,
who cares for you,
who protect you,

and be grateful for the little things that happens,
be grateful that you're able to enjoy a meal with your family,
be grateful that someone smiled at you today,
be grateful that you saw a flower,
be grateful that you felt a breeze,
be grateful that someone patted your head,
be grateful that someone asked you how you are today,
be grateful that your parents asks are you ok,

and be grateful that you are you,

life is about learning,
and you yourself is the teacher and the student,
how you take challenges are the way you teach yourself,
so be positive,
teach yourself the good things in life.

never ever think that you need someone else to complete you,
cause you complete yourself :)

and if someone wants to share his/her world with you,
accept it, and show them your world,
they are there for a reason,
and that is to support you on your journey to complete yourself,
and you are there to support them.

never think that you complete who they are, nor they are the ones who complete you,
for each of your jobs is to support each other,
to learn together,
to make mistakes together,
and to grow together,

just by being there for them.

and mark my words it's gonna make them closer,
a bond that is different, and stronger than any other.

trust, friendship and love are the things you give out, never be stingy with those,
but remember, you must not give up who you are for those who demands more,

and never demand more.
they are they, you are you, nothing is more perfect than that,
accept them for who they are, their flaws and their bad habits hehe.

never betray their trust, friendship and love,
they are giving you something fragile so it's up to you to take care of it,
cause you have given them the same in return :)

and if someone did betray your trust, friendship or love,

its ok,

get up and continue your journey,
the right person will come,
at the right time, and the right place,

when you least expect it :)

and never be blinded,
take a moment and look around,
happiness might just be by your side all this time.

make time to observe,
and just observe, never judge or doubt what you see,
things will unravel itself so just sit back and watch the show,

if it is meant to be, then it is.

its as simple as that :)


some really jiwang thoughts ><"" DAYEM i do think too much! i need sugarrrr~~ BUT HECK!!!

XD

this is no time for Jiwang talk hehehe!!

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