Realm of Dreams

MOVED

2010-04-27T23:10:00.000+08:00

I've moved :D

Just click the link :

sueyen.tumblr.com

MUST MUST MUST

2010-02-28T16:30:00.000+08:00

MUST START DOING HOMEWORK TOMORROW.

MUST YEN MUST.

MUST!!!!!

Lasik surgery.

2010-01-21T16:37:00.004+08:00

DONT WATCH IF YOU GET EASILY QUEASY.

Here's the "nicer" version.

Been thinking about going for lasik surgery for quite some time...

My eyesight is getting worse :(

SIGH

2010-01-08T13:35:00.003+08:00

just let's be a peaceful nation kay people? :')

It's not hard.

I Wonder

2009-12-30T13:45:00.000+08:00

SIGH

2009-12-28T14:36:00.001+08:00

PMS coming.

KL trip Pictures

2009-12-22T15:10:00.004+08:00

Had so much fun xD

Mum and me totally went sakan shopping xDDD

And guess my dad found a new friend while waiting for my mum and me :P

.

2009-12-04T17:22:00.002+08:00

WANT.

2009-11-27T12:36:00.001+08:00

Note to God.

2009-11-13T13:49:00.000+08:00

Note to God by Charice

If I wrote a note to God
I would speak whats in my soul
I'd ask for all the hate to be swept away,
For love to overflow
If I wrote a note to God
I'd pour my heart out on each page
I'd ask for war to end
For peace to mend this world
I'd say, I'd say, I'd say

Give us the strength to make it through
Help us find love cause love is over due
And it looks like we haven't got a clue
Need some help from you
Grant us the faith to carry on
Give us hope when it seems all hope is gone
Cause it seems like so much is goin wrong
On this road we're on

If I wrote a note to God
I would say what on my mind
I'd ask for wisdom to let compassion rule this world
Until these times
If I wrote a note to God
I'd say please help us find our way
End all the bitterness, put some tenderness in our hearts
And I'd say, I'd say, I'd say

Give us the strength to make it through
Help us find love cause love is over due
And it looks like we haven't got a clue
Need some help from you
Grant us the faith to carry on
Give us hope when it seems all hope is gone
Cause it seems like so much is goin wrong
On this road we're on

No, no no no
We can't do this on our own
So

Give us the strength to make it through
Help us find love cause love is over due
And it looks like we haven't got a clue
Need some help from you
Grant us the faith to carry on
Give us hope when it seems all hope is gone
Cause it seems like so much is goin wrong
On this road we're on

If I wrote a note to God

Random :Pguys

2009-11-11T15:30:00.003+08:00

Thought I'd share some cute pics i found allover the net :)

Fantastic mr.Fox

2009-11-09T01:11:00.000+08:00

I WANNA WATCH THIS!!! :D

GENIUS!!

2009-11-07T16:57:00.001+08:00

BAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Rants

2009-11-03T16:58:00.006+08:00

Cause' every girl gotta have their bitch season. Deal with it.

Expectations.

Didn't do anything today... just lazed around all day.

I could have done my work,

I should have worked on my website again.

But to be honest it is really draining me out. I feel stupid everytime I don't understand what the tutorials or what the book said. After i figured something out, I feel proud and happy.... then a few hours later i would surf and see a GOOD website, I feel bloody stupid again.

It's kinda like how you get excited to see a cute waiter coming with your food, but in the end just passing you by because it just happen that some manusia behind you ordered the same food as you did. Leaving you to grin at a blank space while your pride is desperately swimming to find a good cover up before it drowns in a sea of totally self-humiliation of being called tak malu or tak sedar diri.

Or trying so hard to hold in your fart during the big "family dinner" and just when you felt like yes! you did it... you 'lay' a huge one you'd swear you're person who created the tornado that picked up the house and killed the evil witch in the wizard of Oz.

I dunno, It could be because my Ego is high. I just hate to feel like I have an anorexic brain. I just wanna be good in what I do.

Irresponsible.

Sometimes a lecturer can really kill your day, or even your week. Not everyone shares the same style as you and Just because you've thought them longer, and share the same ah beng humor doesn't give you the right to completely ignore the rest of us.

Be responsible, if you change the dateline so it is YOUR responsibility to inform the whole class. Instead you ignored people like me, who is struggling to meet to your demands. I ended up looking so stupid that morning.

So hell no i will not show you my progress, are you kidding me? Look at me. Do I look like i have the mood after all that just to hear you say "owh you can do better, do some touch ups."?.

I'd rather spend the rest of my day trying to melt a block of butter with my armpit heat.

So no way, as far as i know the dateline was on that day, I was on time and I worked my ass off doing it. So no thank you, I'll leave it just like that. And this has happen many times. Change of the class time, datelines, to presentations.

That is exactly why people call you bias in the first place. Surely we who are younger are more naive, but that is more reason for you to guide us. Please think. Frankly, I'm still pissed to this day and I'm disappointed in you.

Owh and bad mouthing your boss in class is NOT COOL.

lastly,

Period in one week's time. FANTASTIC.

.................

2009-10-31T20:56:00.002+08:00

These are my top 3 items of ultimate stress relievers:-

1. Acne patch

2. Koyok

3. left 4 dead

I know, I know,

I'm a zombie killing grandma having neck pain with skin problem.

Desperate call to 911....well, kinda :P

2009-10-29T16:13:00.001+08:00

EPIC.

Ask a Ninja

2009-10-23T16:54:00.001+08:00

He is hilarious!

Amamiaaaaa.

2009-10-23T15:45:00.004+08:00

Found out that i have astigmatism.

*sigh*

can’t be helped i guess. I spend at least 8 hours a day in front of my lappy doing design. :(

And,

Get well soon mum.

Love you.

"killed" the previous post cause it was blocking my chat box.

NOTICE TO ALL.

2009-10-14T04:28:00.002+08:00

I am super stressed out.

Over assignments mainly,

So if i do/did act harsh or rude and hurt anyone's feelings,

I deeply apologize.

For now, allow me to "retreat" and sort all my works out.

FUNK SOUL

2009-10-10T21:22:00.000+08:00

FUNK SOUL

- created for my design process 2 class.

Inspired by James Brown ;)

Super Junior Hawtness :P

2009-09-26T22:47:00.006+08:00

Ok, I dun really listen to their music...

heck, I only know 1 (yes only ONE) song from them,

but they're just too dam hawt so I had to make a post bout them (*w*)

Jadi, from Long to Short -

Super Junior (Korean: 슈퍼주니어), often referred to as SJ or SuJu (슈주), is a boy band from Seoul, South Korea formed by SM Entertainment in 2005. With a total of thirteen members, they are the largest boy band in the world. The group consists of Leeteuk (the leader), Heechul, Han Geng, Yesung, Kang-in, Shindong, Sungmin,Eunhyuk, Donghae, Siwon, Ryeowook, Kibum, and later, Kyuhyun. The Chinese member, Han Geng, was chosen from three thousand applicants, via auditions held in Chinaby SM Entertainment in 2001.

Super Junior has released and contributed in 19 different kinds of records with varying degrees of success. Over the years, they have been divided into smaller sub groups, simultaneously targeting different music industries and audiences. Largely due to Super Junior's success as entertainers, other Korean entertainment managements began to train their music groups in other areas of entertainment, such as acting and hosting. In addition to their commercial success, Super Junior has earned four music awards from the M.NET/KM Music Festival, another four from the Golden Disk Awards, and is the second singing group to win Favorite Artist Korea at the MTV Asia Awards after JTL in 2003.

(Auk ku ambik dr wiki sebab ku malas nak naip nya)

So, These are some of the members (Ya rabbih cute2 semua :P)

And this their music vid. They dance AWESOME xE

"Don't Don" by Super Junior.

zomg Imma drooling @w@

*loves*

Stress's Back.

2009-09-24T23:46:00.003+08:00

Somedays I just wanna up and call it quits
I feel like I'm surrounded by a wall of bricks
Everytime I go to get up I just fall in pits
My life's like one great big ball of shit!
If I could, just put it all into all I spit
Instead of always tryina swallow it
Instead of starin' at this wall and shit
While I sit, writer's block, sick of all this shit
Can't call it shit!
All I know is I'm about to hit the wall
This is it last straw
That's all, That's it
I ain't dealin' with another fuckin' politic
I'm like a skillet bubblin', until it filters up
I'm about to kill it, I can fill it buildin' up
Blow this buliding up, I've been sealed enough
My cup runneth over I done filled it up
The pen explodes and busts, ink spills my guts
You think all I do is stand here and feel my nuts
Well.. Imma show you what, You gon' feel my rush
If you don't feel it, then it must be too real to touch
Build the dutch, Im about to tear shit up
Goosebumps, Yea Imma make your hair sit up, Yea sit up
Imma tell you who I be, Imma make you hate me, Cuz you ain't me
You wait, it ain't too late for you to finally see
What you closed-minded fucks were too blind to see
Whoever finds me is gonna get a finders fee
Out this world, ain't no one out-they-mind as me
You need piece of mind? Here's a piece of mine
All I need's a line, Sometimes I don't always find the words to rhyme
To express how I'm really feeling at that time, Yes
Sometimes, Sometimes, Sometimes
Its just sometimes is always me
How dark can these hallways be
The clock strikes midnight
1, 2, then half passed 3
This half-ass rhyme, with this half-ass piece of paper
I'm desperate at my desk
If I could just get the rest of this shit off my chest, Again
Stuck in this slump, Can't think of nothing
Fuck, I'm stumped, Oh Wait Here comes something, No!
Its not good enough, scribble it out
New pad, crinkle it up, and throw the shit out
I'm fizzling out, thought I figured it out
Balls in my court but I'm scared to dribble it out
I'm afraid, but why am I afraid? Why am I a slave
To this trade? Signed out of spit to the grave
Real enough to rile you up, Want me to flip it? I can rip it
any style you want. Imma switch-hitter,
bitch Jimmy Smith aint a quitter
Imma sit until I get enough in me to
finally hit a fuckin' boiling point
Put some oil in your joints, Flip the coin, Bitch come get destroyed
An MC's worst dream, I make them tense, they hate me
See me and shake like a Chainlink fence
By the looks of em you would swear that Jaws was coming
By the screams of them you would swear Im sawin someone
By the way they runnin', you could swear that the law was coming
Its now or never, And tonight is all or nothing
Momma, Jimmy keeps leaving on us, He said he'd be back
He pinky promised, I don't think he's honest
I'll be back baby, I just gotta beat this clock
Fuck this clock! Imma make them Eat this watch
Don't believe me Watch! Imma win this race
And Imma come back and rub my shit on your face, Bitch!
I found my niche, You gon' hear my voice
Till your SICK of it you ain't gonna have a choice
If I gotta scream till I have half a lung

If I had half a chance, I'd grab it, Rabbit Run!

Source of acne and hair loss.

2009-09-16T19:09:00.002+08:00

Anglia Ruskin degree program sem.2 assignment brief no.1 --->

Design Project 1: ‘Analogous’ Component Types

Using tracing paper over a grid, students are to experiment with the multiple possibilities of repeated shape components in the formation of letterforms and ultimately a complete alphabet (plus other contextually appropriate alternative characters).

Again test your design ideas by configuration of simple contextually appropriate headlines, titles or phrases.

Using the digital templates, grids and fills provided students are to develop these letterforms into a basic font proposal specimen as an outcome. Students may propose or create alternative fill or type ornament sourced or an original specimen.

(Relevant creative and digital processes: contemporary digital culture freehand tools/equipment, experimentation, Illustrator pen tool, drawing with vectors, anchor points, cut and paste, outlines, fills, pathfinder…)

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Pstft the.... what?!

WHAT....

WHAT...!

WHAT.....??!!

WHAT...??!!!

WHAT..??!!

WHAT??!!

WHAT THE HELL DOES THAT MEAN??!!

Daddy's girl

2009-09-10T22:16:00.005+08:00

Who's Daddy's Big Manja Baby?

Mum at Dermacare :D

2009-09-05T18:06:00.003+08:00

Mum had a great time during her facial....

and I had a great time taking candid shots of her xD

Muahahhahahaha~~

Iboh manas mak, bulan posa tuk :P

Love you xP

Ocean Love

2009-09-01T17:05:00.001+08:00

Listen to it.

I have been searching for this song for so long TTwTT

To You, O God

2009-08-28T15:47:00.001+08:00

To you, O God, I dedicate,

my every thought and deed,

my struggle for existence and,

my effort to succeed,

the friendship that I call my own,

the pleasures of each day,

and everything of happiness,

that comes along my way,

to You I dedicate my tears,

each sorrow and regret,

the things that I remember and,

the ones I forget,

my home and my property,

my most determined schemes,

whatever words I choose to speak,

and all my many dreams,

each goal I attain, O God,

each error that I make,

To you I dedicate my life,

and every breath I take.

— James J.

Ariel colored 2

2009-08-24T00:27:00.003+08:00

Original screenshot.

My version. Super shiney and sparkly @w@

Mulan Colored :)

2009-08-23T18:16:00.002+08:00

uncolored

colored :)

Ariel colored :)

2009-08-22T22:18:00.000+08:00

Uncolored

colored Ariel :)

Too broke.

2009-08-22T00:10:00.000+08:00

I want a Maxi dress :(.

TT____TT

2009-08-21T23:29:00.000+08:00

I wanna go shopping :(.

But I'm too dam broke.

*cries*

I want...

2009-08-18T15:26:00.001+08:00

I want to go shopping.

I want new clothes.

I want new jeans.

I want a new wardrobe.

I want a new pair of bohemian sandals.

I want a new, nice sketchbook.

I want a cute rugged pencil case.

I want a unique bookmark.

I want a nice pendant.

I want a nice ring.

I want a big, funky sling bag.

I want to get my hair trimmed.

I want to dye my hair dark purple.

I want to enjoy my time.

I want a nice ink pen for me to doodle.

I want to go swimming.

In the end,

I always want a lot of things.

I just wished my wallet would show the same enthusiasm.

ALAN!!! hahahaha XD

2009-08-17T12:18:00.000+08:00

Anna Sui cupcakes

2009-08-17T11:28:00.002+08:00

Yea Rabbi CUTE nyer...

*drools *

It's the little things!!

2009-08-10T10:46:00.000+08:00

Have you heard the news?

Bad things come in twos

But I never knew 'bout the little things

Every single day

things get in my way

someone has to pay

for the little things

And I'm through with the stories

And I'm sick of my shoes

And the walking and the talking it's got nothing to do

with the final solution

It's a box full of tricks

And I'm through with repairs when there's nothing to fix

when there's nothing to fix

And it all comes down to.... you.

Let the headlines wait

Armies hesitate

I can deal with fate

but not the little things

Armageddon may

Arrive any day

I can't get away

from the little things

Have you heard the news?

Bad things come in twos

But I never knew 'bout the little things

Every single day

things get in my way

someone has to pay for the little things

me loves..

2009-08-09T13:48:00.002+08:00

I want a Moon and Star pendant...

Anyone knows where I can find one?

I'm craving...

2009-08-03T18:43:00.001+08:00

Yumm....

You liek papper?? :3

2009-08-02T13:01:00.000+08:00

A Good book and a Good movie

2009-08-01T14:07:00.006+08:00

this book is ultimately cute.

made me giggle and even teared up a bit.

omg

I SOOOoooOOOOoo LOVE DEWEY!!!!

I cried so bad I finished half a box of tissue paper.

nuff said :/

Doodle bears

2009-07-31T01:48:00.001+08:00

I want one :S

Camping is FUN!!!

2009-07-28T19:34:00.002+08:00

Loves kampung Podam XD

melts

2009-07-22T14:26:00.000+08:00

*Loves*

GASP

2009-07-19T00:12:00.001+08:00

Tagged again by Doreen :)

2009-07-19T00:03:00.002+08:00

1. Besides your lips, where is the favourite spot to get kissed?

Not telling :p

2.How did you feel when you woke up this morning?

Loved :)

3.Who was the last person/people you took a photo with?

Gerald, Edmund and Wayne ;P

4.Would you consider yourself spoiled?

Yes. I have so much to be thankful of.

5.Will you ever donate blood?

If i get the chance. Not a big fan of needles tho :S

6.Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?

Of course lol.

7. Do you want someone to be dead?

Not at the moment.

8.What does your last text message say ?

"Goodnite XD".

9.What are you thinking right now?

Cookies...

10. Do you want someone to be with you now?

Yes :).

11.What was the time you went to bed last night?

3 am.

12.Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now?

It's my mum's so i dunno :S

13.Is someone on your mind right now?

n.n

14. 10 HOT PEOPLE to do this quiz .THIS IS an ORDER ! (you don't have to do it if you don't want to)

Anyone who wants to do this tag :)

:3

2009-07-18T14:01:00.000+08:00

cute...

Wish I may, Wish i might

2009-07-15T21:57:00.003+08:00

:'D

please let it happen.

boring day....

2009-07-12T15:39:00.000+08:00

Tagged by Doreen

2009-07-11T12:34:00.003+08:00

INSTRUCTIONS: Bold the ones that apply to you. Tag 10 people later.

I‘ve never watched Titanic.
I’ve never read Pride and Prejudice.
I’ve never been drunk.
I’ve never played Laser Tag.
I’ve never skipped in a public place.
I’ve never sung at an inappropriate moment.
I’ve never cried over a movie.
I’ve never cried reading a book.
I’ve never cried while watching a TV show.
I’ve never owned a music player.
I’ve never made a Twitter.
I’ve never read anything by Charles Dickens.
I’ve never been in love.
I’ve never skipped school.
I’ve never owned a rabbit.
I’ve never sang solo in front of a crowd of 100+ people.
I’ve never played Guitar Hero.
I’ve never had more than four siblings.
I’ve never jumped off a swing.
I’ve never been camping.
I’ve never watched an episode of QI.
I’ve never watched a Heath Ledger movie.
I’ve never watched High School Musical.
I’ve never made a sibling cry.
I’ve never stolen anything.
I’ve never broken the law.
I’ve never jumped in the sea fully clothed.
I’ve never read the Bible.
I’ve never passed on a chain letter.
I’ve never met a celebrity.
I’ve never written fanfiction.
I’ve never gone scuba diving.
I’ve never dyed my hair.
I’ve never had a tattoo.
I’ve never watched WWE on TV.
I’ve never taken part in a sports contest.
I’ve never been to a football match.
I’ve never danced to a Michael Jackson song.
I’ve never watched a sunset.
I’ve never played a musical instrument.
I’ve never sky dived.
I’ve never eaten fish.
I’ve never read Twilight.
I’ve never punched someone.
I’ve never swam with a dolphin.
I’ve never broken a bone.
I’ve never danced well.
I’ve never been arrested.
I’ve never owned a Playstation Three.
I’ve never watched a Batman movie.
I’ve never sang at a Karaoke Night.

I tag:

Dex
Frosty
Aina
RenRosa
Lance
Van
NurulAsh
Annabel
Azie
Eichi

A girl's worse nightmare.

2009-07-10T13:17:00.001+08:00

Weight Gain.

Acne.

Acne scars.

Pms-ing.

GaAAAaaaAAAaaaaaRRRRRh!!!!!

T_____T

A HOOOOOO~~~~~~~

2009-07-07T10:52:00.000+08:00

Can't breathe XD.
darn the things i do at work.

.

2009-07-05T12:34:00.000+08:00

*SIGH*

So true

2009-07-04T16:43:00.002+08:00

"Ja jūs nevarat rokturis mani mans vissliktāk,
Tad Tu patiešām nav pelnījušas mani manu labāko. "

:D

2009-07-04T15:40:00.005+08:00

I like quotes :D

Funny / insulting quotes

Lol and thanks to Aina, I'm now hooked on Ramen soup.

check it out on youtube ;P

Sort of a confession :P

2009-07-04T00:45:00.011+08:00

i dun like 'masks' ><*

especially the ones that acts so nicely to you - before - the get what they want.

or promises for that matter.

cause apparently these days the word 'promise' has lost it's meaning.

It's because I'm fragile - I trust too easily,

so I need to be careful.

VERY careful.

You always gotta earn what you want ;)

nothing comes for free.

never take things for granted.

Effort and teamwork is key.

;____;

2009-07-03T22:25:00.002+08:00

Cried at work while watching this

ohmigosh i'm such a sap TT___TT

Girls gone Wild

2009-06-28T16:46:00.004+08:00

Parental advisory is advised.

Yes dad, this is what we do when you're out playing golf.

XoXoXo

The Death of The King of Pop

2009-06-26T23:42:00.005+08:00

What a loss :(

Rest In Peace MJ

OH MAH GAWD!!!!!!!

2009-06-23T23:51:00.012+08:00

OWH MAH GAWD OWH MAH GAWD OWH MAH GAWD

OWH MAH GAWD!!!!!

THE LAST AIRBENDER OFFICIAL TEASER TRAILER

OWH MAH GAWD!!!!!

ZOMG I AM SO WATCHING IT KYAAAAAA

<3>

hrm..

2009-06-22T23:26:00.002+08:00

Apparently,

Ignorance - truly is a bliss.

>O<

lol

Updates :)

2009-06-17T15:35:00.003+08:00

hungry ><

Truly grateful and happie XD

2009-06-16T11:49:00.002+08:00

Thank you Dearest Friends and Family :)

this was the most magical and special Birthday ever XD

*HUGS*

I'm Luvin'' IT!!! XDDDD

2009-06-14T23:15:00.003+08:00

Meet:

Mah new Fabulous Music Box XD

and

MR Pookie Bear

XDDD

I love them so much!!

Absolutely Best and Special Presents EVER!!

a girl couldn't be happier i tell ya hehe X33

THANKS SO MUCH GUYS!!!

*Spam hugs and kisses*

Goin' SHOPPIN' XDD

2009-05-29T00:38:00.002+08:00

Imma goin shoppin in KL!

be back by Wednesday,

Till then,

HAPPY GAWAI EVERYONE! X3

X33333 KYYAAAAA!!! hahahahhahaha

2009-05-19T17:49:00.002+08:00

*Grabs Sandy*

Jeng Jeng Jeng!!!!!

2009-05-19T15:26:00.002+08:00

super cute cat.

watch the ending. it's priceless X3

2009-05-13T13:31:00.002+08:00

Loving this song X3

=.=

2009-05-11T07:45:00.002+08:00

I'm gaining weight

my tummy hurts

my toe is sore

random mood swings

and i'm suppose to start on my presentation powerpoint

but i'm just too dam lazy for my own good.

T.T

nuff' said

*goes to the corner and sobs*

Goddam i hate period season HUAH XO

ARGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

2009-05-09T23:43:00.002+08:00

I feel down tonight.

i'm supposed (promised a friend) to go to a cosplay dinner but i didn't go.

why?

caused 2 days ago i banged my foot to my kitchen door(clumsy i know =.=)

and i split my toe nail in half!!!

ARRGGHHHH

it's not that bad but my feet feels sore if i walk for a period of time :S

so... I'm so sorry.

*didnt post up the pic cause it looks kinda gross*

again,

i'm so sorry.

Cute X3

2009-05-06T23:08:00.002+08:00

I find these funny...

and quite true XP

all taken from Wiki-How

How to Deal with a Pre Menstrual Girlfriend

Women can be cranky when they have their periods. Then again, would you be happy if you spent five days feeling like you've been kicked in the stomach? Here are some ways to be more supportive and understanding toward your girlfriend before and during her period.

Steps

Never assume that a girl is in this situation unless you are completely sure, as it is incredibly offensive. Although some men may be sympathetic at 'that time of the month', the general perception that women have is that men can't actually understand what a woman goes through during menstruation, given that they do not experience it. To assume that a girl is having PMS, without being told, is arrogant, unreasonable, invasive, and insulting.
Get informed about how a woman's body, ovulation and menstruation cycle, and hormones function and fluctuate. If you don't know the exact reasons for its existence, you may never understand why her emotional shifts occur. This will leave you feeling like your girlfriend is treating you like a doormat for no or close to no reason and might take a toll on your relationship.
Realize that you cannot control the situation no matter what you do. Realize also that mood swings in girls in this situation are not necessarily under their control. Knowing this, and understanding that it will happen one way or another is your best strategy.
Find out what her usual pattern is, i.e. is she usually in pain/depressed/tired? Is her libido strong or practically non-existent? Try to adapt to these patterns. If her libido lessens during that time, don't act pushy. It will depress or anger her that she is disappointing you. If she has a strong libido, don't stay away from her just because it's "that time of the month". Figure something out that does not make either of you feel rejected or obligated.
Don't antagonize her. Easier said than done, but avoid piquing her temper as much as possible. It's also better to avoid asking too many questions. Questions are normal, but don't overwhelm her with pointless questions. She may feel pushed or untrusted. Save these for after the menstruation cycle.
Do something thoughtful for her. If possible avoid getting something in return: this will prove to her that you want her to be happy, and it's not that you want something from her.
Prepare for extreme reactions, in both directions. If you're nice to her to make her feel good, she may cry tears of joy over some flowers or you doing her dishes. Don't let it freak you out. Hug her (carefully, this is not the time for rib-cracking squeezes), give her a kiss and hand her a tissue. She'll love you for it.
Comfort yourself with an understanding that she is not enjoying her period and treat her with tenderness, but with a quiet strength. Your girlfriend will react well to your self assurance.

Tips

Don't be afraid of your girlfriends menstrual cycle. really, it's just a time of the month that you can use to make her love you more. Boyfriends who run the other way everytime a girl is on her period comes across as unsympathetic and immature. Be sweet during this time of the month; the relationship will form a stronger bond because of it.
Be forgiving and reassuring. Her insecurities are likely to come up around sharing this delicate point in her cycle with you, and she's probably already worried about offending you or letting you down. Besides that, when someone's in pain, it's easy to stick their foot in their mouth and spew that pain onto others, and later regret it. Understand that she's not trying to hurt or offend you; be quick to see the innocence behind her actions. She may, however, be asking for space; be sure to listen for that message and check in. She may just need to be alone.
Be strong but not dominating.
Be gentle when touching; she may be sore/have a headache/ have cramps.
LISTEN to what she is telling you and understand that it is very important to HER even if you think it is ridiculous.
Flowers, her favorite dinner, a heating pad, massage! If she's very sore, bubble bath and a chick flick.
If your wife/girlfriend is especially sensitive to PMS, it pays to keep track of her periods.
Remember, some women suffer more from PRE-menstrual symptoms, which are typically emotional fluctuations caused by the hormonal cycle, whereas some are more affected by the direct physical pain of menstruation (which is not PMS).
Don't assume anything and help out.
Women tend to think and feel in different ways than men do. When it comes to their periods, sensitivity can be much more extreme than usual. Be careful and treat her well.
If you know her cycle and one day she's just really emotional when it isn't that time of the month, remember there could be other reasons. On rare occasions, women may experience cramps at other times of the month (such as ovulation cramps, or implantation cramps if she gets pregnant). It may also be that she is going through another kind of physical pain, but more likely it is something else altogether. Take a breath, set time aside for her without compromising your own needs too far, and be there to share her joy and sorrow. Don't assume anything and don't be too quick to take anything personally.

Warnings

Stupidity can destroy a relationship.
Even though she may be mean to you, DO NOT tolerate her physically abusing you. Maybe a slap is tolerable but unprovoked violence during any time of the month is abuse.
Not all women have PMS symptoms. Don't try to blame your relationship issues on your girlfriend's period. This is just immature. If she really suffers from PMS, that's just a few days out of a whole month. Dig deeper to find the real core of your problems.
Probably the worst mistake you could make is assuming that she's PMSing when she really isn't, because it shows that you don't respect her and you think she's irrational.
If she IS going through PMS, NEVER EVER mention to her that her current anemic state is due to PMS. Especially if she is having an argument/fight with you.
Do not share the fact that she is on her period with anyone. This is very private information and whoever you share it with may talk to your girlfriend about it. This will make her very uncomfortable and she may not feel like she can confide in you.

Things You'll Need

Patience. AMAZING amounts of it.
Heating Pads
A kind heart

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How to Keep a Girl Forever

If you want to know how to keep a girl in your heart forever and ever and keep her from leaving you. Here is how!

Steps

Hug your girl as much as possible and let her pull away. She might think you don't love her!
Carry her books and bags for her. She will give you a kiss or hug as a reward!
Call her once in a while to keep her thinking about you. Just tell her you really love her over the phone!
Whisper things in her ear such as: compliments, "I love you", "Did you know...", "Can I just tell you how...".
Kiss her in front of your friends; you don't want her to think you are hiding her from them!
Buy her something once in a while. Just something small like: a teddy, bracelet, lollipop, chocolates,or a rose!
When she is cold, give her your T-shirt or jacket. Also, you should leave a T-shirt at her house and tell her it's hers.
Take her out to do things with you. Like go to the beach, mall, friends house, park, fair, go karts, paintball!
Be a romantic! Take her out for long walks, dinners and later on kiss her on the neck as you give her a necklace.
ALWAYS KISS HER! Not every minute, but just whenever a class finishes or at a friend's house.
When she is sick always tell her that you're worried about her and never forget to visit her. Sometimes, be the one to take care of her.

Warnings

Don't be too clingy.
Don't hug her friends or even your female friends.
Don't leave her out of things. She will get MAD.

Hmmm....

2009-05-03T16:17:00.003+08:00

Kinda miss it...

Wonderful

2009-05-01T13:39:00.002+08:00

It takes a crane to build a crane
It takes two floors to make a story
It takes an egg to make a hen
It takes a hen to make an egg
There is no end to what I'm saying

It takes a thought to make a word
And it takes some words to make an action
And it takes some work to make it work
It takes some good to make it hurt
It takes some bad for satisfaction

Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la life goes full circle
Ah la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la

It takes a night to make it dawn
And it takes a day to make you yawn brother
And it takes some old to make you young
It takes some cold to know the sun
It takes the one to have the other

And it takes no time to fall in love
But it takes you years to know what love is
And it takes some fears to make you trust
It takes those tears to make it rust
It takes the rust to have it polished

Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la life goes full circle
Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la

It takes some silence to make sound
And it takes a loss before you found it
And it takes a road to go nowhere
It takes a toll to make you care
It takes a hole to MAKE a mountain

Ah la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la life goes full circle
Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la life is meaningful
Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la life is meaningful
Ah la la la la la la life is full of
Ah la la la la la life is so full of love
Ah la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la life is meaningful
Ah la la la la la life is full of
Ah la la la la la life is so full of love

today i shall take a time out,

relax,

enjoy,

and forgive every mistake i have ever made.

Alalalalalala~~la~~la~~

My old tree

2009-04-29T01:13:00.005+08:00

I miss my old tree,

the one i used to bury little dead birds,

the one i used to take a nap under,

the one which i once believed to be a fairy, disguised as a tree,

the one that provided me shelter and companion.

I miss the green field,

the one patched wif white sands by the side,

the one which crowned me king of my own world,

the one in which i always could be pocahontas,

which provided me with space to run and jump as i please

I miss the cement stairs,

the one where i could pretend to have wings and just fly high,

watched everyone as i float by in my mind,

the one where i'd always hangout wif my cats, without a care in the world,

the one where'd i'd pretend to be a pirate and climed the highest sail post

I miss the lake,

where i'd always hunt for frog eggs as i was the most powerful witch on earth,

the one where i'd once fished with my dad,

the one where i'd once believe they were mermaids in,

where the reflections is what i once thought as fairies, dancing across the ripples,

and where i'd be an audience to the wind who'd always play it's melody across the surface

I miss the leaves,

whom never failed at supporting my weary head in the afternoon,

a sketch book, where'd i would always sketch my brilliant yet random ideas,

whom made me scream so many times as i saw a spider resting behind it,

a magic carpet in which i sat on, in my world of make believe.

i am..

home sick.

BLEH

2009-04-27T11:30:00.003+08:00

*i feel like this cat right now*

I HATE writing essays,

and when i say hate, i mean

despise

loathe

wanna commit mass murder

stick a pencil up someone's eye

beat the living daylights out of something

give someone one painful wedgie

smash oreo biscuits while it's still in the packet, in the supermarket

shout out "Bambi mom's dead HAHAHAHA" at the movies and watch the kids cry

stomp on rubbish just to make more rubbish

type really fast and dun care bout typo mistakes

break a steel ruler in two and then break it again

throw stuffs around, while screaming

*except for my mum's stuff cause i'd be dead if i did*

scream at the assignment brief till my lungs burst

pull my hair out

bite something, anything gah

pluck someone's nose hair out

burn a certain* school down >D

*yesh this will make me very wery happie*

take plates and just smash them around on rocks

tear an old T-shirt apart

gah..

but i always end up sleeping to vent my anger =.=

i dun like violence anyways

(even if i feel like committing them sometime)

*scratch head*

meh gonna shower now and start on the essay.

Ima, Soko ni Iru Boku

2009-04-24T22:46:00.006+08:00

My favorite anime of all times :)

Ima, Soko ni Iru Boku

Now and Then, Here and There (今、そこにいる僕 Ima, Soko ni Iru Boku) is a thirteen episode anime series directed by Akitaro Daichi and written by Hideyuki Kurata. The story was originally conceived by director Akitaro Daichi It premiered in Japan on the WOWOW television station on October 14, 1999 and ran until January 20, 2000. It was licensed for Region 1 DVD English language release by Central Park Media under the US Manga Corps banner.

PLOT

Shu is a typical Japanese boy, but has an unbeatable, optimistic and determined attitude. However, when he sees a mysterious girl with strange eyes named Lala-Ru up on a smokestack, he is soon pulled into a strange desert world. Shu soon discovers the true terrors of war, which includes genocide, brutal torture, hunger, thirst, and child explotation. Now Shu is trying to save Lala-Ru, as well as his hard earned, and often relunctant, new friends from the insane dictator, Hamdo. Whether Shu can possibly accomplish saving those he cares about while still holding up to his values remains to be seen.

RECEPTION

The show was generally well received. AnimeOnDVD.com stated Now and Then, Here and There is "a wonderfully scripted show, where each line of dialog seems to be said with some larger purpose behind it." Of the events of war, the show continues a "devastating and brutal feel throughout.". Commenting on the realism of the show, reviewer Chris Beveridge stated "The story doesn’t flinch from putting people into the situations and resolving them in a way that they’d likely play out in real life." SciFi.com stated the show was "a cruel series with a kindhearted message" that contrasted brutality with a greater message. The review further mentioned:

"Never before in anime have I seen a dead cat used as a motif and a metaphor. But like so many aspects of Now and Then, Here and There, this unusual artistic decision is a startling, effective and chilling one"

J!-ENT.com's Dennis A. Amith stated Now and Then, Here and There is an anime series that shows a perspective of war through the eyes of a young teen. The savagery, the brutality, and how even through darkness hope can go a long way. A riveting anime series that is worth watching and even worth owning!"

Go check it out ;)

It's worth it.

owh, and if anyone knows where i can download

the full soundtrack and episodes please tell me k :)

*info all taken from wikipedia muahahahaha

Cookie and Astrology

2009-04-22T00:08:00.004+08:00

The Bottom Line

You are feeling more than thinking today, which could cause some misunderstandings.

In Detail

There is a growing imbalance between your heart and head and it's necessary for you to deal with it today. You have been feeling a lot more than thinking, which could cause a misunderstanding if you're not careful. Be aware of when your feelings are relevant -- and when they are not. Any major decisions you've been mulling over should be held off until a time when you know you're looking solely at the facts. You're not especially objective, right now.

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In fortune cookie

"You have so much to be thankful for"

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:) yeah,

That explains a lot even if i dun really believe in this stuffs lol

Challenge

2009-04-20T00:36:00.005+08:00

I'm tired...

Just for Aina :)

2009-04-19T21:42:00.003+08:00

A very special

21st

to one very

special gal..

AINA!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!

keep rockin' on!!!

Ow Iededye dedye dedyyyyyeeeee~~~

2009-04-14T22:17:00.002+08:00

Oww Crab

2009-04-13T10:01:00.002+08:00

My wisdom tooth is growing, causing an extremely annoying pain

Feeling feverish due to the wisdom tooth

Pimples are popping out everywhere on my face

my boobs hurt

means my period - period is near T__T

headache due to assignment which i should have done in the holidays but a lazy bum like me was too busy being lazy

stress now that i only have 2 days to finish my assignment which is due on this coming Wed

oww yesh,

I am soooooo happieeee

*eeeekk*

A poem to memory

2009-04-09T14:10:00.004+08:00

now i'm not a poet,

so dont expect anything good or anything :s

just consider this as a random rant

just a random blue day where i just wanna write.

so this is my so-called poem,

about my memories of being bullied (boo hoo)

yeah i know i'm an emo girl

*bluek*

so here goes:-

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"A poem to memory"

On these days

Just some normal days

Where the sun is lit bright

and every bird is in flight

I sit in my space, dazed, a few gasping air i took,

When memory of past lands on my back with his hooks

You crept up my vines, as rage began to mold

Clawing your talons deep within my flesh and bone

Struggle as i may, squeezing off every ounce of fight this body may bear

But slam me down you did, as your claws dug deeper within my spine you hold

A creature born of my mind, both ugly and fine - i let out a groan

You shackled me, and kidnaped me to your lair

Raped me you did

tearing apart every emotion from which you feed

Dragged me back over rocks of years and over oceans of teared dates

When finally, we reached hell's gate

Threw me in you did, and down to hell i went, i let

myself drown in a sea i bled.

And so, Tumbling down helpless to the deep cold sea i did

And amazing, on this normal day, i relive again the days i thought i had rid

Bodoh

Anak ampang

Stupid

Hina

Useless

Shameless

Fuck

Sounds that pounds on me like how waves smashes the rocks

Leaving a hollowed soul, cold and dark.

Bodoh

Anak ampang

Stupid

Hina

Useless

Shameless

Fuck

Lyrics of a song that sings to a tattoo etched across my esteem, my very worth

an unerasable mark.

A razor, stuck to the side of a desk, just a normal desk

leaves no scab on my thigh today

but within my belly lives the wound, deep and fresh

vomiting shivers and hate - a toast of remembrance in every May.

Snip

I hear the sounds of hair being cut behind my back

You came that day memory, to teach me to never trust and show anyone my lack

As i witness my black hair drooped down the floor, just a normal floor

i smiled a mask which only god knows the rage brewing inside this core.

Threats

pains

humiliation

Do you have to continue doing this memory? coming without a sound

torturing me in a world beneath my eyelids

A world of pain where a child is lost and only wants to be found

was i that bad? to receive such hate, for that many rage i have lit?

But you see memory, even if you come and visit sometimes

Even if a am held down, cry and whine

I won't stay there for too long - I realize i gotta take it slow

You see, i've already made peace with my history loud and clear

Learned to let go and to never let them determined my now

Your not my god so no longer will i be subjected to this fear

So memory,

this is a poem for you

Yes it is just for you

And the next time you decided to pay them bullies a visit,

A replay of all the mean things they did,

Pass on this to them for me memory, a poem from me just to you;

"May you regret - may you learn - to never give others shit,

For playing God is never a good deed,

because for every one you give, God pays back in two"

peace!

WHY??? WHY WHY WHY????

2009-04-08T13:14:00.002+08:00

WTF WHY?????

WHY?

WHY??

WHYYY???

WHY MUST MYTHBUSTERS AND OPRAH

BE AIRED AT THE SAME TIME?!!!?!!?

*inhale*

WHHHHYYYYYY~~~~

*scratches TV*

:)

2009-03-25T23:13:00.004+08:00

Thank you for your kindness

for being that person you are

That sweetness in your smile

brightens everything by far

You make the world a better place

with warmth like the morning sun

Makes you look forward to tomorrow

cause being with you is so much fun

Glad you came into my life

you turned my world around

Appreciate the things you've done

you've set my feet on solid ground

Thank You!

Mary E. Carpio

Just cause it's Wednesday

Realm of Dreams

MOVED

MUST MUST MUST

Lasik surgery.

*SIGH*

I Wonder

SIGH

KL trip Pictures

.

WANT.

Note to God.

Random :Pguys

Fantastic mr.Fox

GENIUS!!

Rants

.................

Desperate call to 911....well, kinda :P

Ask a Ninja

Amamiaaaaa.

NOTICE TO ALL.

FUNK SOUL

Super Junior Hawtness :P

Stress's Back.

Source of acne and hair loss.

Daddy's girl

Mum at Dermacare :D

Ocean Love

To You, O God

Ariel colored 2

Mulan Colored :)

Ariel colored :)

Too broke.

TT____TT

I want...

ALAN!!! hahahaha XD

Anna Sui cupcakes

It's the little things!!

me loves..

I'm craving...

You liek papper?? :3

A Good book and a Good movie

Doodle bears

Camping is FUN!!!

*melts*

*GASP*

Tagged again by Doreen :)

:3

Wish I may, Wish i might

boring day....

Tagged by Doreen

A girl's worse nightmare.

A HOOOOOO~~~~~~~

.

So true

:D

Sort of a confession :P

;____;

Girls gone Wild

The Death of The King of Pop

OH MAH GAWD!!!!!!!

hrm..

Updates :)

Truly grateful and happie XD

I'm Luvin'' IT!!! XDDDD

Goin' SHOPPIN' XDD

X33333 KYYAAAAA!!! hahahahhahaha

Jeng Jeng Jeng!!!!!

=.=

ARGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Cute X3

Steps

Tips

Warnings

Things You'll Need

Steps

Warnings

Hmmm....

Wonderful

My old tree

BLEH

SIGH

melts

GASP